If I can leave one word with you; then I would choose to ask you the following question: Each morning when you wake up... Do you choose to study everyday life in order to learn the rules; so that you may apply and master them for the sake of living or are you just here going through the motions?
We were born for greatness.
Learn to commit to studying yourself and your environment. Learn from your strengths and weaknesses; and apply those lessons you have learned through your experiences and from the wisdom of others. Then master your position through discipline until you manifest your "Godz Genius".